when you start giving thought to what life really is about, time tend to swift pass no slower than you can gulp down that cup of milk. come to think about it, im no less than your overstatement. i really didnt come this far for you to make it this hard for me. and now you can ask me 'how' and 'why'? tell me your thoughts on god. then maybe id understand. but one thing's for sure, were no longer who we used to be.


there are some things that id like to figure out, and there are some things i cant do without. like you and you alone, and the people that were never friends. with all the things you could be, you never could learn how to be. and when im finally done with thinking, then im finally done with you.


thats cause like chalk and cheese, sometimes you just cant lump everything together thinking that theyre all the same. sometimes you realise how antagonizing it could be to love, and realise how stupid life could get but could never do a thing about it. as much as id like to say no, i suppose lifes all predestined. and i guess im just perfectly understated with raw emotions and everything inbetween.


a real life situation at this exact moment between my brother and his wife. im feeling so helpless that perhaps you could tell me exactly what to do. make it or break it, of course at the expense of a little girl that happily turned one just days back. we humans are nothing but a form of contradiction. we wage wars and we make love, simultaneously.