Monday, July 27, 2009

i have been trudging this boring highway without exits. inevitably, many of us have been forced into such a situation, spending a great deal of our time physically and emotionally isolated, feeling utterly alone.

but have you ever stopped for a minute and think, 'whats waiting for everyone at the end of this journey?' 'why is it that everyone always seem to be in a mad rush, so hurriedly trying to pace against time?' 'isnt it the case where the harder you try to accomplish everything, the faster it leads to death?'

well, that is by far the best conclusion i could come up with; considering the fact that we have all failed to live as we ought to. yup, you read me right. we have all fallen short when it comes to savouring and enjoying our adventure. i for one, grew up way too quickly.

i know, there are somethings in live that we dont know of and cant control. and definitely there are certain immutable truths in this world that maximillian cant talk his way out of. i have probably spent the last twenty years like any other ordinary teenager would have done (less all the vices, of course). i guess now its time ill do something i never really thought id do for the next half of my life.

live in the moment.

ok, i think my depressing tune has sunk in again. but not to worry, i really am ok. i mean, i always am, right? id like to think as i make this journey, i left the world a little better and brighter than when i first found it. and in the midst of it, taking time out to enjoy the view, relishing the first drops of summer rain on my tongue, and spending precious time with that someone special who would cuddle with me before i close this wonderful chapter.

and to all of you, i realise we need to embrace the unpredictable as there always are beauty and hope, even in the most awful circumstances. something we never had the upper hand at. stop wasting the present worrying about the future. solely because instead of waking up tomorrow morning for breakfast ( cerals have been my all time-favourite ), you might find yourself drawn down a long, dark tunnel towards a bright and beautiful white light.

your journey would have come to an end where your entire life just flashes before your eyes. that is when, your time is... up.

3 Comments:

Blogger refudgedjasen said...

depressing entry, depressing melody.

1:32 AM  
Blogger Adoration said...

oh god why am i named adoration.
your fb-fren,Jeammie

10:54 PM  
Blogger Simon said...

welll... i generally agree with you... but i try to intersperse my highway of life with many different pit stops.. and if along the way i can find people to drive down the road with.. even better :)

4:25 PM  

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